Jan 22, 2009

Rock and Roll Arizona 1/2 Marathon Race Report


Where to start? Hmm....

It seemed like everyone I know was heading down to do one or the other of this race. I decided at the last minute to do a quick 10 day tune-up and see what I was capable of in the new form that I'm in. 

5-3 mile runs, 2-7 mile runs, and a 10 mile long run and I was in as good of shape as I could get in the time allowed. Keep in mind that this was in addition to TONS of cycling, a huge base of aerobic conditioning, and high intensity work over the winter. I have also lost in the neighborhood of 40 lbs since my last race. 

I had several options for places to stay, and plenty of travel companions so I knew that this race was going to be affordable. PLUS, they give out pretty nice shirts and I need some new ones since nothing fits anymore!

On Friday 1/16/09 we rolled out of my place and headed down to Phoenix. The drive was great and Holly was a crack up as ALWAYS! Bailey, the consummate co-pilot, made sure to stay awake, keep the tunes rolling, and criticize my driving appropriately. 5 hours later we were in Phoenix and finding our way to the expo. Not much else to say about that. 

Bailey and Holly opted to stay with our friend Melissa, while I crashed with Melinda and some of the other Fleet Feet Vegas crowd. Saturday was the ideal pre-race chill day. We watched Melissa's son Dylan rock it in the kids run, ate at an awesome Italian Deli, chilled out, watched movies, napped, ate some great pasta cooked up by Jim Freeman, and then prepped race stuff and went to bed. It was a really mellow, super relaxing day and I couldn't have asked for better company. 

Race Day. Ok, I don't have a pre-race routine for running races. What kind of routine could I need? And I haven't done a stand alone running race in like 16 years! I woke up and did my normal routine of fretting because I didn't feel focused enough, ate a bagel, and then loaded up and headed out. I did, however, take the time to carefully don my "special" running race kit. '80s style split shorts (red with skulls printed on them), hot pink zebra arm warmers, and neon green/checkerboard '80s style Ray Ban knock offs. 

After seeing Melinda and the rest of the crew off for the Marathon, I made my way to the starting corrals. Apparently, my seed time of 1:35 (a bit exaggerated) was pretty good because I was up front in the first corral! I felt so out of place, and my clothes didn't help. Everyone around was wearing racing flats, team unis, and weighed about 60 lbs. soaking wet. "Oh yeah! Distance runners!" I thought to myself, forgetting that my dad used to be built just like these scrawny freaks. 

The gun went off, and truthfully I don't remember much. My goal was to give everything. To ride the line between way too much pain, and being hospitalized for exhaustion. I didn't look at the course at all, I only saw the road 10 yards ahead of me the whole time to make sure I didn't trip on anything. I had complete tunnel vision. I couldn't form a word if needed, and the pain was consuming every ounce of me. With every stride, I detached myself from this world a little more and fell further into my safe place where no hurt can touch me. I was blowing past aid stations, only getting a gulp of water at the most and trying to avoid tripping over people, cups, and volunteers. 

At one point (one thing I remember), I heard something weird in a song that I've heard a million times before. "Why is there a man moaning in the background of this song?" "God, that's awful, why would they put that in this song?" "He sounds like someone just kicked him in the balls!"  When the song ended, the moaning persisted. It still took another half mile before I realized that the moaning that I was hearing in my headphones was actually me! I was pushing so hard that the pain had become verbal, it was the only way to cope!

At mile 10.54 or so, I finally cracked. My detached, dissociated body, still wanted to hold the pace. My mind, however, could no longer process all the pain signals. I couldn't get myself to run. I was shutting down. Falling apart. My average pace up to this point was a 7:36 mile. The most painful thing of the whole race was going to be the next 3-4 minutes because as I had to walk and allow my processing system to catch up, I watched my hard earned average pace slip away. Once running again, I was quickly able to catch my previous pace but it was VERY labored and had become much more work. If I wanted to give it my all, it was time to HTFU. I needed to steel my will against myself and fight the signals to stop. 

I battled my way through with only one more brief walk break. I finished the race in a white flashed daze, and collapsed on the ground shortly after finishing. 

My final time was 1:43:07 according to my watch and chip which works out to a 7:49 average mile. I couldn't be more pleased with this effort. I gave everything I had on this day, and it all worked out as good as I could possibly ask for. I cannot think of another time in my life where I have given myself so completely to an athletic effort. 

Jan 4, 2009

2009 Top 5's

For whatever reasons, I've watched the movie "High Fidelity" twice in the last week. I'm not big on New Year's Resolutions, we can choose to make a change at any time. Why wait for the New Year? I am big on setting yearly goals to help keep me on track. In the spirit of High Fidelity, I thought that I would make mine "top 5 things.." lists. 

Top 5 Overall Goals for 2009: 
  1. Continue training and building upon my overall health.
  2. Begin working on my kinesiology degree. 
  3. Continue to improve my communication skills.
  4. Find stable employment.
  5. Buy a house. 
Top 5 Cycling Goals for 2009: 
  1. Make category upgrades up to Cat 3. 
  2. Improve Functional Threshold Power to 350 watts
  3. Win a Prime (preem) lap in a criterium. 
  4. Ride a half iron bike split in the 2:30's (while still holding back enough for a good run). 
  5. Improve power to weight ratio to 4+ watts/kg. 
Top 5 Running Goals for 2009:
  1. Run a 1:50 half iron split (ideally following a 2:30's bike split)
  2. Run an ultra. 
  3. Stay injury free. 
  4. Run a sub 20 minute 5k. 
  5. Run consistently 4-5 days a week. 
Top 5 Swimming Goals for 2009: 
  1. Learn to relax in the water. 
  2. Do a 3+ mile, continuous open water swim. 
  3. Swim a half iron split under 40 minutes. 
  4. Swim consistently. 
  5. Don't Drown! ;-)

Jan 2, 2009

Simple thoughts on 2008...

Started off shitty...

...got better and better as things went on...

...got really shitty at the end...

went out with me going WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE? 

Here's to 2009. A fresh start, but probably more of the same shit...

Dec 3, 2008

The Ritual...


I notice it in my roommate, and in myself as well. There's an unspoken focus, the visible ticking of a mental checklist, the subtle preparation of the clothing and water bottles. You can tell something is in the air, our minds are on something but there's also a casual feel to things as well. We aren't preparing for a race, there isn't enough intensity and nervousness, but the focus and excitement is there.

We are readying ourselves for the Tuesday/Thursday morning "Pride Ride" as I call it. This twice a week ride started as a way for our group of friends and training partners to get in some higher intensity rides and for some of us to prep for the upcoming road race season. The ride has evolved into a very competitive ride amongst friends and those who we invite to join our ranks.

The Pride Ride isn't a race. It doesn't even have a set route. We often decide on the route in the parking lot before rolling out. It is a chance for us to put the hurting on one another with attack after attack. No one wants to be last to the next stop sign, the next turn, the top of the hill. We regroup often, unlike other road rides, but for most of us the regrouping is just another chance to put the hurting back into one another after the group has blown apart and our legs are ready to fall off. Once the pack has reformed, it isn't long until you hear someone dropping a few cogs off the rear wheel and launching into another hard interval in an attempt to ride the others off his wheel.

Since the inception of this ride, I have been steadily improving. In a conversation about me recently, a friend said to a third party "somebody learned how to climb" in his best Happy Gilmore impression. I have a long way to go, but I get immense satisfaction that the improvement has been substantial enough that others are commenting on it openly. Improvement is a side effect. The guys that I've been riding with have been smashing me to pieces out on the roads of southern Nevada for the better part of a year. These morning rides are a chance for me to take back some of that pride, if only for a moment. Each stop sign, and hill top that I beat them to, and each ride where I hang on just a little longer after one of them breaks is a chance for me to feel like I can be as good as they are if I work hard enough.

The thing is, I don't want to take the thunder away from these men and women (yes, I get beat on by girls too and they are fast ones, I'm proud to be in their company). I don't want them to be slower, back off, or soft pedal. I want them to put out everything they have on every morning ride. I want them to improve the same way I have. I want to keep chasing them, I want to keep getting crushed, and I want to keep getting better for it.

I have a great respect for these friends. There is a lot of talent in this group, and there's a lot more talent that I've invited who haven't been able to make it for one reason or another. I feel privileged to train with them on such a regular basis. When they succeed, it feels like a victory for me as well.

I have heard of legendary rides that have grassroots similar to our little morning ride. Swamis ride in Encinitas, Ca comes to mind. I hope that our rides can have the same kind of long lasting momentum.

Thanks guys.

Oct 22, 2008

There's a new coach in town!

Yesterday I received notice that I've completed the necessary curriculum and testing and have been given my USAC level 3 coaching license.

So now to go along with my Level 1 Crossfit Certification, I'm a certified, liscensed, cycling coach.

I should probably do something with these certificates one of these days huh?

Oct 20, 2008

For Steve...

Steve, don't listen to the Wii Fit. You aren't obese, you are big boned! Beefcake, BEEEFCAAAKE!

Sep 16, 2008

Thrill Ride...

These two guys are Rad. Two of the raddest people I've seen in a long time.

To get the full experience, go to the vimeo site directly and watch the video in full screen HD. It's AWESOME!

http://vimeo.com/1654340?pg=embed&sec=1654340&hd=1


Adam Kimmel presents: Claremont HD from adam kimmel on Vimeo.

Sep 9, 2008

The Big Kahuna Race Report - Validation

I decided that doing another half iron was the perfect "birthday spanking", the Big Kahuna Triathlon in Santa Cruz, Ca. fell right on my 29th birthday so I signed up and away we went.

This wasn't without weeks of training, plenty of adversity (both physical and especially mental), and a whole lot of saving to make sure we had enough money to get there.

On Friday, 9/5/08, we loaded up the rented Dodge Caravan and set out for the 9 hour drive to the Central Californian Coast. This time around my amazing support crew consisted of Samantha, Bailey, and a special guest appearance by my father, Vince, who flew out from Ohio on Thursday.

The drive to Santa Cruz was beautiful, and relatively relaxing considering it's length. Mapquest claims it's 545 miles and while I didn't track it, that number seemed about right. Once in Santa Cruz, we found our way to the Boardwalk (where the movie "Lost Boys" was shot) and easily found our hotel for the weekend.

The accommodations were nice, if a little expensive, but VERY close to the race site. I was really happy that I found this place and was able to get a room. Shortly after our arrival, my good friend and adventuring companion James arrived after driving down from San Francisco. James and I have been climbing and skiing in the mountains together for a long time, and it's always special when we can get together.

The next day James and the rest of the crew joined me to pick up my race packet and a drive up the coast to preview the bike course. It was a beautiful day, and our ride up the coast was smooth and enjoyable for everyone. When we stopped for lunch, my dad had to snap a pic of this mural on the hood of the pick up next to us...


The course runs along HWY 1 up the coast and was exactly as described, "rolling hills". There were a couple steep ones and I wasn't sure what to expect during the race. The scenery was gorgeous and I was excited to get out there on the bike.

After our drive up the coast, we returned to the hotel so that I could prep my gear and get off my feet. Just as I finished my preparations and was laying down another surprise guest! My brother had driven all the way up from L.A. to see my race on my birthday!

Race Day:

Down to the details. I woke up at 5 am, had a yogurt, and a bagel. Drank a pint of water and got dressed. Everything had been laid out meticulously the night before and I was smoothly out the door by 5:30am.

I arrived in transition, found a great spot, and set up smoothly. Unfortunately, I've got my transition setup whittled down efficiently to only the essential items and nothing else. I was set up in less than 5 minutes and had nothing left to do besides stand around nauseated from nervousness and marvel at how complicated everyone else's setup is.

I should have taken a picture of mine compared to everyone else's, it was comical. Two pairs of shoes (1 cycling, 1 running of course), my aero helmet with gel flask, sunglasses and spare kit inside it and placed on top my cycling shoes, and my running hat with gps, gel flask, and number belt placed inside of it. No towels, no water bottles, no boxed lunch, no chairs, no assortment of nutritional items and supplements, etc. are necessary. In a race this long, keeping on the move is paramount, I can't imagine how stiff my legs would get if I lounged around in transition. Anyway..sorry for the rant...

I suited up and made my way to the athlete meeting. I couldn't hear a word of the meeting but I had done this dance before so I wasn't too worried about it. The water was much warmer than I had expected which was a truly pleasant surprise. Hyperventilating from the cold water on the swim has been an issue for me. I didn't want it to compound my already high anxiety about the swim. I lucked out for sure. I warmed up and watched the waves go off, my wave was dead last so I had plenty of time to fight the feeling of wanting to puke. I just tried to stay loose and talk to Sammie and Bailey about anything else. I took photos with everyone before the start.

Dad, Clay and I...

Bailey and I...

Sammie and I...

If you ever see this smile from me...I'm faking...

Before long my wave was off. I started toward the back and outside. My plan was to take it easy and just get through the swim. I planned to count my strokes continuously as a sort of mantra in order to keep any anxiety at bay. Counting strokes worked brilliantly and I was able to just put my head down and swim without anxiety.

I exited the swim in 46 minutes to a crowd roaring "Happy Birthday Nathan". I was a little confused as to how everyone knew but then I spotted Sam and Bailey...

They really outdid themselves this time. They are always super supportive, but their hula skirts and banner had gotten the whole crowd in on the act and wherever I ran people were yelling "Happy Birthday Nathan!"

The run to transition was long but I didn't think it was bad at all. I was smart about it though and left flip flops at the beach exit before I got onto the concrete.

T1 = 4:49 was in the top 5 of my age group and only 3 seconds from top 3. Once again, keep it simple and straight forward and keep moving. That's what I did.

The bike ride was fantastic. I'm going to include a whole geek section about my tactics, nutrition, pacing etc. after the race report. Here's the story, I knew what the course looked like already which gave me quite a bit of confidence heading out onto it. I knew that there were a couple of hills to stay conservative on, but otherwise this was a course that really suited me.

The headwind was pretty strong most of the way and a couple of scary gusts had my attention. Most of my ride was spent in the left hand side of the lane as I picked one rider after another off. By the turn around, I was passing people who had started in the second wave, a full 25 minutes ahead of me. I felt great, and never felt like I was pushing myself at any time. There were a lot of riders getting flats on the side of the road and I really felt for them. I'm sure it will happen to me at some point, but that just sucks.

At the turn around my brother and dad were there to get some great action shots of me...

I completed the bike in 2:51 for an average speed of 19.65 miles an hour. I was pretty happy with this split because it was a significant improvement over my previous time but was still very conservative setting me up for a good run.

T2= 1:18.9 Fourth fastest in my age group and I wasn't in a particular rush to be honest.

The run course was the most beautiful run I've ever been on. It was pretty darn flat with just a couple small hills to contend with and break things up. My kind of running. The best part about the course is that as you head north and near the halfway point of the run, you are running on a great dirt trail that follows along the top of the seaside cliffs. The sun, the breeze, the ocean below, the smell of the salt spray in the air, were all simply amazing. I couldn't believe how invigorated I felt, this far into the race. At mile 5, I was feeling so good that I decided it was time to stop holding back and just let my legs go. Until that point I had been holding 9:45 miles, once I relaxed and let it go my pace dropped down to 8:10 miles. I didn't feel like I was working for it and decided to keep going as long as it felt easy.

Unfortunately, I got so caught up in how great I was feeling that I lost track of my execution. I forgot to take in any calories and electrolytes for a few miles and this came around to hurt me quickly. At mile 9 my legs started cramping ferociously, and I began to ache all over. I was still able to run under 10 minute miles but I was in so much pain that I couldn't keep my mind together to keep running. All I wanted was some ibuprofen.

I finished the run in 2:35. Quite a bit slower than what I was on pace for during the first half but still a substantial improvement over my last half iron.

Running down the beach I was exhausted, I couldn't see the finish line, and I just wanted to be finished.


All of a sudden, I rounded a corner and there it was! The finishing chute, the banner that Sam and Bailey had made for me, and a thousand people screaming happy birthday and cheering me to the finish. Even the race announcers knew it was my birthday and made a big deal out of it. It was SO AMAZING.


I finally felt validated. I finally felt like I had truly completed a half iron. My last race felt like I got lucky because of all the problems. This race felt like I had truly been out there, giving it my all, even taking some chances and going for it on the run.

I'll probably never get to break the tape first, or hoist my country's flag over my head in victory. This was my day however, and as I ran past Sam and Bailey, I wanted them to know how special that banner was to me. I snatched it from their hands and hoisted it over my head going down the finishing chute. The Big Kahuna was over!


My official finishing time was 6:19:38 and tenth in my Age Group. Finally I'm inside the top ten at a big race!


But it wasn't over...

When we returned to the hotel the party had just begun and as I opened the door to the room I was greeted by a fully decorated room, and a giant basket with all the recovery items I could ever want after a race.
After a shower and a nice nap, we went out and gorged ourselves on wings and french fries. Then it was off to Kiva Retreat House, where Sam had booked a private hot tub and steam room for us to help soothe away the soreness. I felt fantastic after all that.

It happens every year, because Sam tries so hard to make my birthday great. I have to say it again this year, this was the BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!


This was a team effort. There were a lot of people who made this race a success and if even one of them had been missing, I wouldn't have had as good an experience.

Thank you: Mike Sullivan, Samantha, Bailey, Chris, Chris Thornham, Nick Savatgy, Larry, Chris Wahl, Mom, Dad, Clay, Jeremy Firth, Melissa Bailey, and James.

Without you guys as the foundation of support I stand on, and the motivation you provide to keep me training, I wouldn't be as happy as I am today.

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As promised, here's the geek report.

On the bike my strategy was to ride at 75% of my functional threshold power (my current FTP ~280 watts) for the most part. This is VERY conservative, as most other athletes will ride at 80-85% for a half ironman. Having concerns about how successful my run could be if I rode to hard, I opted to lose 5-10 minutes on the bike by riding overly conservative rather than lose an hour on the run because I rode too hard. I consciously kept the real time wattage on the Powertap at 210-215 watts. When climbing I kept it under 250 for all but the steepest hills where I attempted to keep it under 300.

I feel that this worked quite well, and next time I'm going to bump it up to 80% of my FTP

My fueling for the bike was 1 gel flask with 550 calories of gel. I estimated my ride would be in the neighborhood of 3 hours, and I planned for 200 calories an hour. I also tried to keep my hydration at 24-28 ounces per hour. Electrolyte replenishment was 2 Endurolytes per hour.

This plan worked excellently. Near perfectly. Next race I will probably up the endurolytes to 3 per hour (provided the same conditions).

I coasted any time my speed was over 35 miles an hour on the down hills.

Here are the bike stats according to WKO+...

Entire workout (178 watts):
Duration: 2:52:21
Work: 1839 kJ
TSS: 144.5 (intensity factor 0.71)
Norm Power: 199
VI: 1.12
Pw:HR: n/a
Pa:HR: n/a
Distance: 56.159 mi
Min Max Avg
Power: 0 489 178 watts
Cadence: 38 229 90 rpm
Speed: 2.5 49.8 19.6 mph
Pace 1:12 24:08 3:04 min/mi
Hub Torque: 0 380 70 lb-in
Crank Torque 0 744 171 lb-in


My normalized power was a bit lower than I was shooting for, but I attribute that to the rolling nature of the course. There was a lot of time spent coasting.


On the run, my strategy was to go out at a VERY VERY easy pace. A pace I felt like I can run all day long. I was going to do this for 3 miles and then assess the situation every 2 miles from there.

I ran 9:45-9:55 for the first three miles and I was really holding back. I knew that I needed to remain patient and keep focusing on my nutrition.

I held the same pace until mile 5, where as mentioned I cut loose and just ran. I didn't push, but I didn't hold back. My strategy was to run only hard enough that I could hold a conversation. I talked to people as we passed each other to make sure I was holding to my strategy.

My mistake on the run was not focusing on nutrition and electrolytes enough. I was drinking 8-10 ounces of water at every aid station but by mile 5 had forgotten to continue taking in calories and electrolyte caps and ultimately believe that this is where I lost a lot of time.

I had a flask with 475 calories of gel in it. I only consumed about half of this flask on the run, and most of that was in the first 2 miles. This certainly wasn't enough. I also only had 3 endurolyte caps at the beginning of the run, and didn't take anymore in until I was at mile 9 and cramping.

Next race I will shoot to take down my entire flask before the halfway mark on the run, and I will take 3 endurolyte caps every 45mins to 1 hour.

There it is, the geek report. I hope this is helpful to someone out there and I look forward to evyerone's comments. Thanks for taking the time to read this ridiculously long race report.



Aug 21, 2008

The rundown...


One year after my first triathlon I returned to Camp Pendleton to see how I've improved over the last year...

I'm not going to get into a whole lot of detail but here's what there is to say.

Swim:
The swim sucked. 4ft surf is what I was told it was. It was rough, I'm not good at swimming in surf. I only swam 2 minutes faster than last year. I'm capable of better in decent conditions but you deal with what you get.

Bike:
I had a great ride. Averaged 21mph and normalized power was 280 watts. There was a strong wind which explains why it was so slow considering the power output.

Run:
26:3x, I was really happy with my run and my ability to find my legs quickly after a hard ride.

There is some discrepancy between the official results and my actual finishing time that I cannot get an explanation for. I crossed the finish line at 2:14:4x. My start wave offset was 47 minutes. That should put my finishing time at 1:32:4x. The official time has me at 1:39:51.

If my time is correct, I dropped 34 minutes from last years time. If the official time is correct, I dropped 27 minutes. Either one is a hell of an improvement.

It was a good race and confidence builder going into my next half iron.

Aug 19, 2008

My current state...

Institutionalized, by Suicidal Tendencies. 

A little background...
I was a little skater punk wannabe when I was 10. These guys were one of my favorite bands. Everyone around me thought that they were just noise. They turned out to be a very influential band, and this song in particular had a big effect on a lot of people. Most notably, the band "Senses Fail" did a decent job covering this song, indicating it's influence on them.